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into this environment, aromas of diet and clothing, of exotic toiletries. They
were an undercurrent of odors here.
Chani shook herself, concealing an urge to bitter laughter. Even the smells
changed in Muad'dib's presence!
"There were pressing matters which he could not defer," the ghola said,
misreading her hesitation.
"Yes . . . yes, I understand. I came with that swarm, too."
Recalling the flight from Arrakeen, she admitted to herself now that she had
not expected to survive it. Paul had insisted on piloting his own 'thopter.
Eyeless, he had guided the machine here. After that experience, she knew nothing
he did could surprise her.
Another pain fanned out through her abdomen.
The ghola saw her indrawn breath, the tightening of her cheeks, said: "Is it
your time?"
"I . . . yes, it is."
"You must not delay," he said. He grasped her arm, hurried her down the
hall.
She sensed panic in him, said: "There's time."
He seemed not to hear. "The Zensunni approach to birth," he said, urging her
even faster, "is to wait without purpose in the state of highest tension. Do not
compete with what is happening. To compete is to prepare for failure. Do not be
trapped by the need to achieve anything. This way, you achieve everything."
While he spoke, they reached the entrance to her quarters. He thrust her
through the hangings, cried out: "Harah! Harah! It is Chani's time. Summon the
medics!"
His call brought attendants running. There was a great bustling of people in
which Chani felt herself an isolated island of calm . . . until the next pain
came.
Hayt, dismissed to the outer passage, took time to wonder at his own
actions. He felt fixated at some point of time where all truths were only
temporary. Panic lay beneath his actions, he realized. Panic centered not on the
possibility that Chani might die, but that Paul should come to him afterward . .
. filled with grief . . . his loved one . . . gone . . . gone . . .
Something cannot emerge from nothing, the ghola told himself. From what does
this panic emerge?
He felt that his mentat faculties had been dulled, let out a long,
shuddering breath. A psychic shadow passed over him. In the emotional darkness
of it, he felt himself waiting for some absolute sound -- the snap of a branch
in a jungle.
A sigh shook him. Danger had passed without striking.
Slowly, marshaling his powers, shedding bits of inhibition, he sank into
mentat awareness. He forced it -- not the best way -- but somehow necessary.
Ghost shadows moved within him in place of people. He was a transshipping
station for every datum he had ever encountered. His being was inhabited by
creatures of possibility. They passed in review to be compared, judged.
Perspiration broke out on his forehead.
Thoughts with fuzzy edges feathered away into darkness -- unknown. Infinite
systems! A mentat could not function without realizing he worked in infinite
systems. Fixed knowledge could not surround the infinite. Everywhere could not
be brought into finite perspective. Instead, he must become the infinite --
momentarily.
In one gestalten spasm, he had it, seeing Bijaz seated before him blazing
from some inner fire.
Bijaz!
The dwarf had done something to him!
Hayt felt himself teetering on the lip of a deadly pit. He projected the
mentat computation line forward, seeing what could develop out of his own
actions.
"A compulsion!" he gasped. "I've been rigged with a compulsion!"
A blue-robed courier, passing as Hayt spoke, hesitated. "Did you say
something, sirra?"
Not looking at him, the ghola nodded. "I said everything."
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There was a man so wise,
He jumped into
A sandy place
And burnt out both his eyes!
And when he knew his eyes were gone,
He offered no complaint.
He summoned up a vision
And made himself a saint.
-Children's Verse from History of Muad'dib
Paul stood in darkness outside the sietch. Oracular vision told him it was
night, that moonlight silhouetted the shrine atop Chin Rock high on his left.
This was a memory-saturated place, his first sietch, where he and Chani . . .
I must not think of Chani, he told himself.
The thinning cup of his vision told him of changes all around -- a cluster
of palms far down to the right, the black-silver line of a qanat carrying water
through the dunes piled up by that morning's storm.
Water flowing in the desert! He recalled another kind of water flowing in a
river of his birthworld, Caladan. He hadn't realized then the treasure of such a
flow, even the murky slithering in a qanat across a desert basin. Treasure.
With a delicate cough, an aide came up from behind.
Paul held out his hands for a magnabord with a single sheet of metallic
paper on it. He moved as sluggishly as the qanat's water. The vision flowed, but
he found himself increasingly reluctant to move with it.
"Pardon, Sire," the aide said. "The Semboule Treaty -- your signature?"
"I can read it!" Paul snapped. He scrawled "Atreides Imper." in the proper
place, returned the board, thrusting it directly into the aide's outstretched
hand, aware of the fear this inspired.
The man fled.
Paul turned away. Ugly, barren land! He imagined it sun-soaked and monstrous
with heat, a place of sandslides and the drowned darkness of dust pools,
blowdevils unreeling tiny dunes across the rocks, their narrow bellies full of
ochre crystals. But it was a rich land, too: big, exploding out of narrow places
with vistas of storm-trodden emptiness, rampart cliffs and tumbledown ridges.
All it required was water . . . and love.
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